well... my room is a mess...

I have to study, but I don't feel like it!

my life is all messed up...

I think my father is not very happy with me..

but what can I do!!!

it's so hard to live everiday, it's eaven harder, live everiday trying to please everyone...

I don't know what should I do with that girl... my mind tells me to  get away of this relation... but my heart wants to stay...

I know that if I stay, it will be good, for some time.. but I'm afraid of getting hurt, and hurt that girl to...

it's been 6 years since my mom pasted away... today I feel sad...

I really don't feel like studying.. I just feel like crying... and now I feel more that way.. I just had a fight with my brother...

sometimes I just don't know what am I doing here...

I just wanna spend the day laid down in my bed, listening to that depressing songs and cry graved to my pillow!!!